you know, life is funny. yes, there are things that happen in your life that make it difficult and will have you wonder if it's worth living. I know that you will question yourself, life, and the meaning of all things. the answer? well, that's the funny thing about life, you yourself actually have to find the answer. people can give us the answer on a silver platter but unless we find it ourselves or experience it for ourselves, we won't even have a clue to understand. there are those who just accept the answer of life like they would a piece of cake but others like myself want to find out how the cake is made and how we could make it for others. we also have to be careful because some people are allergic to chocolate, or dairy, or wheat or are diabetic or any other numerous things. in the end, it's still cake but it has to be made for each person differently. I know that me talking of cake must make you hungry but I'm hoping that you see my point. maybe... possibly?
life is funny because after all the crap that you live and go through you have to be strong enough to push through. if you are able to push through you find one answer to the many questions we have of life. we must never stop believing and we must always have faith. if you can have the slightest faith in yourself who sometimes fails, it is easier to have a faith in One Who never fails. and no, this was not originally a "religious" thing but it should be known that this is what I know and believe.
you can't go through life hating, that gets tiresome and expected and eventually lonely. you can't assume that what worked for you will work for another. you can't say that, we are all different and have been made differently. any who choose to be the same as the other have made that choice, the choice to be common. so you all know, I have tried to be common, I have tried to be what others wanted instead of being myself. and guess what? I hated it, I hated myself, and I hated those who tried to force me into a mold that I could never fit. but guess what? I got tired of the hating. I have realized that I am who I am and I can't change who I am because someone wills me too. I don't hate those people anymore, I don't hate myself and I have accepted that the whole thing had happened and I've put it behind be because it's just a previous chapter in my life. I'm in a new chapter where I have all new possibilities and better chances than I ever had.
I have been given the basics and now I must learn how to use them and upgrade and sometimes I have to start from scratch because everything changes and I must adapt to each path I take in life. you know, life is really kinda funny. who knew I'd have so many doors open to me now when they were all shut in my face before? 'tis a blessing it is.
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